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Insomnia, Life, Writing, General

Writing Log: Day 4 – Month 1

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As I started this log towards the end of the month, there will only be 7 days for month 1 of my log. It seems a little silly, but at least the numbers for next month will make it look like I’ve started working like I’m possessed. 🙂

Just a small amount of work done on the book today. It was a pretty busy day. Still, one of the things I learned writing my first book was to not be too hard on myself when I missed a day of writing or couldn’t quite hit my goal. It’s going to happen sometimes and beating myself up over it will only make it harder to keep this up.

Writing Log – Day 4 Month 1

Transformation (Second Shroud Novel) –  8,781 words to date (535 today)

Other Fiction – 0

Blog Entries – 144

Emails – 0

Total Fiction This Month: 9,875

Total Words This Month: 12,155

General, Writing

Writing Log: Day 3 – Month 1

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Day three of my new writing log and I’m getting more excited about the whole process. Again. This was definitely one of my goals but I am constantly surprised just how much I enjoy all of this. The writing itself is fairly hard work. Mentally anyway. The whole idea of writing an entire book is also still incredibly intimidating to me. I have an unfortunate habit of looking at the entirety of the work and thinking about just what it will take to finish. The “one day at a time” mantra was never so apt in my life as now. It’s also a huge divergence from the world we live in today. The world with everything coming fast and faster. Movies stream as fast as you can turn on your TV and find what you want to watch. Electronic books are instantly available wherever you happen to be. Even physical stuff can be ordered online one day and show up either next day or the day after. Don’t get me wrong, I am a huge fan of the online shopping experience. Dealing with people in stores drives me a little nuts every time I have to go. But it does mean that this writing thing is very alien to my other daily experiences.

This is what I have discovered to far when it comes to my writing process (these are the things that I have found to be most important to my process and may or may not work for anyone else’s):

– Discipline is very important: This, along with motivation, is one of the most difficult things maintaining on a daily basis. As I greatly enjoy a multitude of activities when I am at home it takes a decent amount of discipline for me to tear myself away from a video game (World of Warcraft or Diablo 3 recently) to sit down and write.

– Motivation is equally is not more important: This one factor has probably been the single biggest hurdle throughout my life. As I mentioned in yesterday’s post I have been going through as much of my old writing as I could find (easily find at this point). One of the things I came across was a journal that spans from halfway through 1997 through most of 1998. There aren’t very many entries despite this long time period. I wasn’t surprised though. Consistency has always been an issue with me because day to day, my personal motivation to do something like this waxes and wanes. Once I actually sit down and get into the writing mindset, motivation is no longer a problem 99% of the time. It’s getting myself to sit down and do it that is the trick. With my first book I used the task as a personal challenge to see if I could even finish a book. Now that I’ve done so, I’ve beaten that challenge. That meant that the doubts and inner critic came back in full force and have been plaguing me for some time now. This writing log is part of how I handle my doubts and annoying inner critic. It gives me visible proof of my daily progress, and that is something that greatly helps with my motivation.

– Simple goals: This was something I’ve learned through this whole process. It is so very important to keep your daily, weekly, and even monthly goals both simple and reasonable. This goes back to the short, medium, and long term goal planning we probably (hopefully) all learned in school at some point. This is very true with writing. My current daily goal for fiction writing is the same goal I had writing my first book: complete at least 1,000 new words each day while taking at most one day off each week from writing.

– Writing must be a habit: This ties in with everything else but is certainly worth mentioning. For myself, I have to make writing a daily habit. I need to be thinking about it during idle times, when I’m bored, when I’m in bed about to fall asleep, in the shower, wherever. If I’m not doing this, I lose the thread of the story I’m writing. I have to spend valuable time re-reading what I’ve written to get a clue as to what should happen next. This is both frustrating and boring. I’ve discovered that if I just stay on top of my writing, even if I don’t hit my writing goal for the day, the story stays fresh enough that the next day I can pick up where I left off without missing a beat. Plus, making writing a habit helps reinforce that whole discipline thing. Bonus!

That’s about it for now. If I can think of more I’ll add it to the list.

 

Writing Log – Day 3 Month 1

Transformation (Second Shroud Novel) –  8,246 words to date (1,497 today)

Other Fiction – 0

Blog Entries – 818

Emails – 0

Total Fiction This Month: 9,340

Total Words This Month: 11,476

Career, Writing

Writing Log: Day 2 – Month 1

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Getting a real late start on the book this evening. Not too surprised by that though given how late I was up and how much I had to sleep in because of that. Of course my schedule isn’t particularly an issue seeing as I am not currently traditionally employed. I consider my writing to be my job and my career now, but it is certainly not paying the bills yet. I believe I’ve sold a whopping 10 copies of my first book so far. I’d had the vague hope that my first book would be some kind of amazing breakthrough. Vague because I didn’t hold much stock in that particular dream. I am very willing to put in the hard work and time it will take to start supporting myself with my writing.

Of course, I’ll be much happier when I’m done with the first chapter of this book. It feels like it’s been dragging on forever. I’m sure that fact that I’ve only been working on it in very small chunks until yesterday has seriously contributed to that feeling. I guess it’s time to get down to business. 🙂

A couple of hours later and I’ve made my 1k word minimum for the second Shroud novel. I took a break, intending to write a little more later but that’s not happening tonight. I went back to my main computer to finish converting and uploading the old stuff I wrote back in my high school and (first) college days that I plan on including in my Bits and Pieces book. When I went through the actual old archive folder I found a few more files that hadn’t made it into my current writing folder. They were in the old Corel WordPerfect format but thankfully Microsoft Office doesn’t have any trouble reading them. Unless they are password protected. It turns out two of the files I hadn’t copied were protected. (Likely why I never moved them over.) So a download of the trial version of WordPerfect and 30 minutes of password guessing later I managed to open both files. Thankfully my passwords back then were pathetically easy. One of the files was all of three sentences and a waste of time. The other though is an actual journal of mine that I started in the summer of 1997.

It was incredibly interesting reading what was going through my mind back then. It definitely brought a lot of old memories back to the forefront. Most of it was pretty sad and depressing, not to mention embarrassing. Then again, journals aren’t meant to be read by anyone. I probably will still include it anyway as I can contrast how I’m doing now with how bad things seemed then quite nicely. I’ll just have to change a few names and fix some of the more glaring spelling and grammar issues. I’m also going to try and find as much of the hand-written stuff as I can. The really old writing is probably lost at this point unfortunately. Though I do still have two “love” letters from a girl I had a crush on in elementary school. Maybe I should try and contact her to see if she has the letters I wrote her? That would be a weird email/call to get.

Now that I think of it, there was another girl I used to write letters to. This was back in high school though so their contents would be far more interesting. I guess I’ll have to do some digging and see what I can turn up. It’s actually pretty exciting and a whole lot of fun to go back to all of this crap I’ve done over the years. I wonder if any of the stuff I wrote for my old website is still around? Definitely time to go through my giant pile of old CD-R’s!

 

Writing Log – Day 2, Month 1

Transformation (Second Shroud Novel) – 6,749 words to date (1,021 today)

Other Fiction – 0 (Converted the last of the files in the current archive folder)

Blog Entries – 679

Emails – 0

Total Fiction This Month: 7,843

Total Words This Month: 9,161

General, Insomnia, Life, Writing, Changes

Getting Back to Business

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Now that I’ve had a chance to get settled into my new home as well as get many of the little but important tasks done that come with moving, I’ve decided that it’s time to get back to my writing in earnest. Since moving back to the Midwest I’ve only dabbled at writing the second book in Stephen’s trilogy. Until today I’ve only managed 4,675 words over upwards of 7 sessions. Definitely not as much as I was managing with my first book and I still had a full-time job. There were days I wanted to really sit down and write but there were too many other things that needed to get done.

One of those tasks was to apply to college. Yes indeed, I am once again going to attempt to finish my first degree. It was funny (definitely funny sad) when it came time to fill out my education history. It turns out that not counting this newest school, I’ve attended a total of 6 colleges between 1998 and now. By far my most successful attempt up to now was the first one. I finished a grand total of three semesters at SIU Carbondale. My major back then was Computer Science because I thought I’d loving programming or designing computers for a living. The first year went well, but I didn’t get to take any core classes. I loaded myself down with the general education crap the first year to get as much of that out of the way as I could. So when the second year rolled around, I was excited to finally be taking some classes related to my major. Unfortunately, once I was in those classes I ended up very much disliking them. My long-time dream of a career in computers was suddenly broken and I had no idea what I wanted to do.

After my third semester at SIU, with no real direction anymore, I decided it was better to just work until I could figure out what to do with my life. It was a reasonable enough idea at the time. So now, 5 more colleges, many, many jobs, and one tour in the Navy later I have finally found something that I think (hope) I can do: writing. To that end I am returning to school for an English degree with a focus on creative writing. (I don’t believe it is necessary for any writer to have an English degree or any derivative thereof, but I’m tired to shooting for degrees that I think will get me some high-paying salary. This time I’m going for something that I am truly interested in.) I’m pretty excited to be going back to school full-time too with no other distractions. This is only possible thanks to an amazing unicorn and my Richard. 😉

Still, school is a long ways off since I’m not starting until the fall. That being the case it is my goal to get the second Shroud novel done, and quite possibly the third one as well. To that end, I will be keeping a daily writing log here as a way for me to keep track of what I do each day and maybe how much time I spend working on writing and/or publishing. At the very least it will help me stay accountable (to myself anyway) as well as give me a sense of accomplishment. This is something I did very briefly for the first book, though I only recorded the word and page count for each chapter as I finished it rather than what I did every day. I will also be tracking what kind of writing I do each day since blog posts, emails, and homework all take time and energy.

 

Writing Log – Day 1, Month 1

Transformation (Second Shroud Novel) – 5,728 words to date (1,053 today)

Other Fiction – 1,094 (Yesterday for the Bits and Pieces book)

Blog Entries – 638